What Denial?

I’d rather remain in the pain and anguish,           

Just maintain the lie that I call love and miss

Keep pretending that everything is fine,

Keep ignoring all the indications and signs

I don’t even care that ignorance is not bliss

It still feels like love when compared to this

When I think that you decided to leave

I find that it’s impossible to breathe

I’m denying to believe what truth hints

And I can’t understand where our love went

It’s easier to live an illusion

Than to admit this is the conclusion

Blindness is brighter than all the sunshine,

When I could honestly think you were mine  

I go on like nothing is really wrong

Turn up the radio and sing along

Laugh like life is fine, put a smile on

Dress and act the part, I know how to con

So believe me when I lie, I’m OK

I found a way to live in yesterday

Time can’t take back all my sweet memories

My falling tears are not simple summaries

I can’t let go of what you mean to me

So I’m here like all my dreams came to be